Category: Healing journey

  • Messy

    Messy

    Tonight is the Christmas Party organized by my workplace. Last year was a night to remember and we spoke about it for months after. This year, I am not there.  In fact, I have not been at work for over two months, sick leave being my apparent new employment status…

  • A life catered for them

    A life catered for them

    TW for programm*ng, r*pe, SI Yesterday I was discussing with others inside one of the events which for a long time I thought most hurt me as a young adult. Freshly arrived in Paris, I had made friends with a German student who ended up becoming my friend with benefits…

  • Why reparenting never felt right for us

    Why reparenting never felt right for us

    Our previous blog post entitled Healing Collectively as an alternative to reparenting yourself in the context of DID went somewhat in details about our thoughts regarding the concept of reparenting ourselves. However, we found re-reading it that it didn’t clarify as much as we thought our rejecting of the concept…

  • Emergency therapy

    Emergency therapy

    Tw suic*dal ideation, pain / emotional distress Today we are waiting for emergency therapy. I am thankful for all the other times we were waiting for therapy while feeling like this and survived. It gives me a compass as to how I can expect this day to go. It’s gonna…

  • Healing collectively, an alternative to re-parenting yourself in the context of DID

    Healing collectively, an alternative to re-parenting yourself in the context of DID

    One of the most common ways healing from childhood trauma is represented is reparenting yourself / giving your inner child or in our case with DID our littles, middles and teens a loving and caring parent (mother or father) who would be the adult self. I will refer to littles,…